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Allergy-prone's hell

The Village of Right
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you know The Horrors? theyre this new UK band that are starting to gain popularity, and in Disorder magazine, they each have their own collectors edition individual covers for the april/may issue!! oohh myy goooddd i want them!! i really really want them!! ;__; but i dont know if im even gonna get it or not becasue theyre £3.40 each, so that times 5 is about $33.97 USD... man i wish i could get it... i mean i havent asked my mom yet because im at school looking at the thing right now but if i ask i'll probably only get a "maybe" or a "we'll see" and then never hear of it again... but its not like after the month is up you cant get it anymore, because they do back issues, but its UK only (well thats what it says on the site anyway), and then the bastards raise the price to £4.50, and its not like i know anymore from the UK who could accept the order and then send it to me, you know... im in a predicament.. oh geez.. i really do want those magazines.. TT____TT

http://www.disordermagazine.com/disorder/issues.htm 

(See edit below.)

I was reading some of the recent articles on the v-tech shooting and from what i understand, Cho Seung Hui had the words Ismail Ax either written or tattooed on his arm. So i went to search for the prase on the internet, and theres alot of speculation about what it means, some say its only a gaming community username, others say its Muslim, some say it has to do with Moby Dick and still others say it means nothing at all. So no, i havent found the actual meaning of Ismail Ax. (if anyone finds out what it really means youre more than welcome to tell me xP)

But as i continued to search i came across this one site, its really interesting and frightening to read, http://crimeblog.us/?p=370 and theyre pretty much saying that cho might have possibly had a blog on blogspot under the username 'presidentryan', which was deleted about a day or so before the shooting, but they have some screencaps on the site of part of some of the entries. Not that there isnt the possibility that it might be a hoax but.. it really make you wonder. I then started reading through some of the comments that people left on the site and someone posted this link http://ryannorthcott.com/wordpress/, with one of the entries there titled "Virgina Shooter's Friend on Myspace?", which you will find if you scroll down a little. The owner of this blog copy-and-pasted the text from the blog of a person he assumes might have possibly known cho, due to the content of the text. If you take a look at the date, it says it was written on Monday, April 16, 2007. Okay, no problem there; the entry is kinda freaky though, especially since it was before the incident. I clicked on the link that says "here is the profile", but i got a "Invalid Friend ID. This user has either cancelled their membership, or their acccount has been deleted.", so i couldnt see the original blog. So i went and read through some more of the comments, and i came across this link that has a record of the same exact blog entry: http://technorati.com/blogs/http%3A%2F%2Fblog.myspace.com%2F171473490. But this one says it was written two days ago. Today is thursday, so that would mean it was written on tuesday the 17th, not monday, as the first link says. And not only that, but when i click on the link to the blog, it says "This blog is set to private. This user must add you as a friend to see his/her blog.", which can only imply that this account still exists.

So what does this mean? Maybe the person made a new account, moved all the posts there, and deleted the old account to avoid unwanted attention. But the technorati record says that there were journal entries made 10 days ago, so that means that the entries couldnt have been posted all at the same time. The second possibility is that the person was using two accounts at once. But then why would someone make two accounts with the same exact posts and keep one hidden? The only other explanation i can think of is that either myspace or technorati has a funky timestamp converter or whatever. Then again this is all assuming that any of this is true. I've included screencaps in case any of the links ive posted get deleted later, because over the span of a few days, many links that ive clicked on today that have possible info have been deleted. I'd screencap crimeblog too, but that entry is huge and i cant get it all at once. I might do it in pieces when i get home today.

Ryannorthcott screencap

Technorati screencap

 oh yea, had this on the top but i moved it down here: OH MY GOD I TRIED TO PUT A PICTURE IN THIS AND I LOST THE ENTIRE MESSAGE AND I CANT EVEN REMEMBER HALF OF WHAT I WROTE ANYMORE IM SO PISSED BEYOND HUMANY POSSIBLE WORDS RIGHT NOW FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I WANT VOX TO DIE anyway i tried to recap what i was saying before as best i can. This is my second stab at it. *sigh*

EDIT

Today is friday, and I just clicked on the technorati link again, and it says the entry was posted "4 days ago", so the dates between both blog records now correspond. My final theory for the discrepancy is that its all due to the time it was posted. Perhaps when i looked at it, enough hours hadnt yet passed to make it 3 days, you understand what i mean? But still, that doesnt explain why there were two identical blogs with one deleted and one still in existence. Anyhow, as promised i screencapped the entire crimeblog entry just in case. Youre welcome. x__X 

EDIT 2

I just took another look at the ryannorthcott record of the blog, and it says that it was posted at 6:19am. At the time that i was looking at the technorati record, it was way past 6:19am; it was around 12pm, which was enough time to make it 3 days. So thats telling me that the second blog (the one that still exists; the technorati record) got the post uploaded to it some hours after it was uploaded to the first one (the one thats now deleted; the ryannorthcott record) -- probably some time after 1pm or so on the same monday. The shootings occurred between approximately 7:15 and 9:45am.. this means that the second blog is most likely fake. Again, this is assuming that the guy/his friend(if he had one) even had a blog, that the first one(the ryannorthcott record) was real in the first place, and that the technorati timestamp is correct.

you have no idea how funny i find the word 'expound', i dunno just something about the sound of it that just kills me. and it so happend that i managed to hear it several times today. oh how i had to control myself to keep from laughing out loud right there. hilarious i tell you. heh... 'expound'. *snort* rofl xD; oh geez...

oh yea, and today, we were supposed to have a "record-breaking april snowstorm", i was so unimpressed. it was just a slushy wet snow. but i am still rather annoyed over the fact that WE'RE EVEN FREAKIN HAVING SNOW IN  THE MIDDLE OF APRIL IN THE FIRST PLACE i mean its ridiculous.. >_> the leaves havent even grown on the trees yet, even hungary has leaves, and have had them since february. im so tired of this now.. TT_TT

kinda cool ne? XP

Shinobi Assasin
You scored 57% TaiJutsu Style, 41% NinJutsu Style, and 60% GenJutsu Style!

Your ability to decieve the enemy and deliver deadly poisoned attacks makes you the ultimate assasin. While you may employ dolls or shadow clones to do your dirty deeds, you prefer to be within range and use genjutsu. Its all about the personal kill, bonus points for not being seen. Kankuro can be considered to be an assasin, but his genjutsu is more of a tool to lure instead of decieve.

Link: The  Short Naruto Ninja Jutsu Test written by Thor-Stryker

It is past noon yet

the moon is still in the sky

oh so high. But why?

i wrote a haiku. ._.; or tried anyway. i looked out the window one day at about 1pm and the moon was still out, and very clear. i never really saw that before... but it just came to me to write this and its been in my head ever since then until now..

hmm.. this is interseting... lets see how it goes, lol

EDIT

i should have written this earlier, but IF YOU VISIT AND SEE THIS, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT! ^_^ it would be cool to get a comment from everyone whose point shows up on the map dont you think? ^_^

/EDIT

gmail is no longer exclusive, i heard on the news that gmail will now be open to anyone to sign up without an invitation in the united states, canada, and somewhere else... that sucks!!! gmail was supposed to be one of those cool elite thingies... now its just a common email service like yahoo.. i am so mad at google right now, gmail isnt special anymore~!!! >o tch, well, at least i can say to the n00bs that ive been there from the very start.. im one of the earliest members and ive had my account for like 2 years, so ha.

on another note.. we got like 16 inches of snow last night and they couldnt even close school.. i mean its college but still.. 1) like every other school in the country is closed today, 2) last month they closed school because of a little ice on the road, i mean there was barely even an inch of snow then! its still practically snowing blizzarding outside and no one can barely even walk on the ground because about 15-30 minutes after the plowers get the snow off the sidewalk theres about 2 inches that re-accumulate, and im not exaggerating at all! by tonight, there should be about 22 inches of snow they said. i dont mind the snow at all, but im just annoyed becasue they couldnt even cancel classes for this.... meh..

the best thing about today is that i have a regular bus driver every morning and she gave me and some other regular passengers chocolates for valentines day.... 

 i mean look at this: http://mywebpage.netscape.com/nailer%20jthm/pages/subpages/bleach/bleach_page.htm and compare it with any page from one of the more recent chapters... the art looks a little different right? kubo's style has matured alot O_O     its kinda cool.. but now that i look back the old one looks a little wierd to me now... XD;